when your heart’s just not in it

Reading stuff like this makes me think a little. I’m five years older than Zholtok was, and have the odd bout of arrhythmia from time to time, usually when overtired. That said, I feel like complete crap when it hits, so can’t imagine ever wanting to play while feeling sickly.

I wonder if he really understood the risk he was taking. Actually, that’s pretty silly, he obviously didn’t.