{"id":159,"date":"2004-12-11T17:18:00","date_gmt":"2004-12-11T22:18:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kev.needham.ca\/blog\/?p=159"},"modified":"2004-12-11T17:18:00","modified_gmt":"2004-12-11T22:18:00","slug":"its-the-little-things","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kev.needham.ca\/index.php\/2004\/12\/11\/its-the-little-things\/","title":{"rendered":"it&#8217;s the little things"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Some days the smallest thing will set you off. I was going through <a href=\"http:\/\/imdb.com\/\" title=\"Possibly THE most useful site on the 'net\">IMDB<\/a>&#8216;s <a href=\"http:\/\/www.imdb.com\/chart\/bottom\" title=\"look at all the Police Academy movies!\">bottom 100<\/a>, and came across a movie my mom loved. I won&#8217;t say which, it&#8217;s not important. It did, however, carry all the pain this time of year (for me)  brings right up to the surface. A movie title shouldn&#8217;t be that depressing, but sometimes it is. *sigh*<\/p>\n<p>At times I wish this kind of total recall would go away, because it hurts an awful lot.  But then, I worry that I&#8217;ll forget everything she was, so maybe it&#8217;s good to have a reminder like this once in a while. It still catches me by surprise, as all the massive things that smack you in the face every day never have this kind of impact, but a tiny little detail can dredge a memory from the corner of your brain and hit you with the force of a nuke. <\/p>\n<p>My brain shouldn&#8217;t hurt this much, nor should my heart, but-at this time of year-it does. It&#8217;s times like these I really hate the season.<\/p>\n<p>I miss ya, mom.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Some days the smallest thing will set you off. I was going through IMDB&#8216;s bottom 100, and came across a movie my mom loved. I won&#8217;t say which, it&#8217;s not important. It did, however, carry all the pain this time of year (for me) brings right up to the surface. A movie title shouldn&#8217;t be [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[12],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-159","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kev.needham.ca\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/159","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kev.needham.ca\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kev.needham.ca\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kev.needham.ca\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kev.needham.ca\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=159"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kev.needham.ca\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/159\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kev.needham.ca\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=159"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kev.needham.ca\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=159"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kev.needham.ca\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=159"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}